A Simple Thing Called Love

came back ystrdae.
having difficulty adapting myself back to the environment.
ive juz been thru a roller coaster of emotions.
and my sprained ankle's hurting like fck.
OBS had its own ups and downs.
im so not gonna say it was enjoyable.
first day was okay.
did belaying and abseiling prac.
the letting go part was freaky but i did it.
then packed bags for expedition.
the bags were goddamn heavy man.
went kayaking too.
my first time.
it was fun but scary.
and i so do not have arm power larh.
the capsizing part was so scary please.
and im scared of deep waters too.
third day went trekking.
the bags were REALLYREALLY heavy.
the heaviest bag ive ever carried.
but persevered on and made it.
the campsite sucks man.
it became dark really fast.
had to pee/poo in the outdoors!
wanted to pee at night so went out with vera.
but guess what, after looking arnd, both of us rushed back into our tents.
couldnt hold it any longer so went to pee in the morn with a whole group of friends.
we had raft building.
then a dip in the quarry.
it rockedrockedrocked.
changed out of wet clothes among the bushes okay!
then trekked to another campsite.
sprained my ankle on the way.
this time it was okay.
star gazing at night was simply wonderful.
had to pee again in the wee hours.
and i saw wild boars running.
finally trekked back to camp 2.
finally we had toilets.
did abseiling.
iskandar bandaged up my ankle.
i cried larh okay.
ive got a fear of heights so what did you expect.
but he sent me down anyway and guess what.
my hair got stuck in the figure 8 and i was left hanging in mid air.
SUPERMAN CAME TO SAVE ME, LIKE SUPERMAN. ;D
he asked me, "beauty or life?"
and i cant believe i said beauty.
he was pissed larh.
reflected on it and i realised how foolish i am.
so i apologised to him and i saw that smile on his face.
then had some climbing activity which i didnt do.
coz by then my ankle was hurting like fck larh.
but i didnt really wanna tell him.
at night we had the last supper.
pple said my bad qualities was tht im too quiet.
uhm, is that a bad quality? haha.
i must be more responsive in future.
i am already, trust me.
soon the last day arrived and we parted.
to be honest, after the first day i no longer wanted to go bk hme.
i wanted to stay at ubin forever with him and my WATCH mates.
let me tell you.
i dont usually fall for guys.
he's a gem larh.
a very rare guy.
its not abt looks.
he is sensitive, caring, responsible, talented..it doesnt end.
day4 onwards i was in tears already.
coz i didnt wanna leave.
he enquired abt my ankle b4 he left.
and i totally broke down after that.
hazie came over to comfort me.
haiz. ):
i miss him lots.
its not LOVE larh.
i juz admire him a lot.
and i think he's a really nice guy.
(guys are usually NOT nice pple)
at home, i find myself wondering.
at night b4 i slept, i thought abt what i was doing at the same time in OBS.
having night circle with iskandar and WATCH mates.
in the morn when i woke up, i remembered morning circle and journal writing.
oh man, i really miss OBS though i wouldnt say it was easy.
yes, there were struggles.
but together as a team, we made it through.
with the fabulous instructor we got, we made it through.
he advised us, taught us stuffs abt life, made us a better person, helped us..it goes on.
when i left pulau ubin, i know im a better person.
im more matured now, more determined and more confident compared to 5days ago.
and trust me, it was made possible coz of iskandar.
he's the best; the best that there can ever be.
my heartfelt thanks to you, iskandar.
these 5days of my life, will never be forgotten.
but is there anyway i can relive those 5days with the same instructor and same WATCH mates?
sighs.

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